OMG I just lost my bestfriend. I thought we loved each other. We were talking and in the middle of the convo they just left! omg! omg! omg! omg! omg they said their promises are dead until their life is built back up. They said they promised to love me. That's a lie! omg. omg. omg. omg.

omg.

oh my god. omg. they said they won't talk to me for a while now. WHAT DID I DO?! ALL I SAID WAS HOW CAN I BE FRIENDS IF WE NEVER HANG OUT? AND IT'S MY FUALT?????
I'M ALWAYS ON! OMG. they hate me. they don't love me. I'm the lost cause. they threaten my questions. this is finally an end. omg. omg. omg. I've been rejected but never like this. omg. I'm a lost cause?

"From forth the fatal loins of these two foes
A pair of star-crossed lovers take their life,
Whose misadventured piteous overthrows
Doth with their death bury their parents’ strife. . . .
O, I am fortune’s fool! . . .
Then I defy you, stars."


And no matter how many times I wish upon stars nothing will ever be like it was before between us. See, that's the problem. It's a common heartbreaker. "Never enough time", "I'm sorry, but I'm too busy."

Most of all I still love you. What was built to last was meant to fall, this line doesn't make sence yet that's how friendships last.